April 2010
5 posts
Tired.
Tears just keep on dripping, you know?
What a fine day.
Hi there.
You looked pensive during dinner. I hope everything is okay.
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Empty—-
I love you.
The anchor in my heart.
weighing the lead inside of me
down.
ripping it to shards.
shards of beautiful blue and grey.
Black and white tears drift
across the mahogany table
separating,
distancing,
us.
Oh God,
Please God,
sever this bond of
illusion,
sever this bond of love.
But,
I love you.
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avion
i made up my mind. i’m not going to give up my dream of being an aviator.
not ever.
i want to at least take the asvab and the fitness test. if i can’t get in…at least i knew i tried.
just imagining myself holding the acceptance letter from usafa makes me feel oddly…i dont know…undescribable.
it’s one of those extremely rare feelings.
but i would be pretty...
conception.
i blink once.
you’re here.
i blink twice.
you’re there.
the metallic doors close
screaming.
screaming,
waiting, i turn around.
i hold shut my eyes
until i hear the grinding
wheels escape down
the tunnel.
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i remember when i was around 11? i was walking with my mom down to buy groceries. and we passed by this house. in front of the house, lying there, basking in the...
today
so i started a tumblr. for the hell of it. i hate writing by hand in my journal at home so i think typing by hand is faster?
nobody is really going to read this; this site is personally for my use. but if you happen to run into this site…hello? (:
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i feel lost and confused. i dont really understand anything anymore. sometimes…well…i’m pretty much tired of stuff. tired...
